Jab In Love ...

LOVE. No one can really define this word. We’ve heard in movies pyar aisa hota hai waisa hota hai. It brings happiness and this and that……. The list goes on. But everyone’s not that lucky to get the person they love. The feeling is beautiful, it’s like a fairytale. You start thinking and making plans which always don’t work. It changes the way you think the way you live and almost everything in you. Till the time you realise that your changing you’ve already changed.

When you don’t get the person you want to be with it, really hurts. It breaks you from inside TOTALLY. I really don’t know how to explain it but the feeling is terrible. It makes u forget everything else, your really not bothered about anything else except you life. Your so helpless and frustrated because you cant even do anything even if u want to. Your helplessness frustrates you to the core. And you feel like God does not listen to you, maybe he does, maybe he doesnt. Who knows? Sometimes it feels possible to get over that person. But once you start thinking it seems like you can never live without that person. Thinking only takes you to darker places and disturbing things and at the end you precisely end no where. You always remember that person you love when your happy and obviously that’s the biggest reason to make you cry. When you have that person and nothing else you still find things perfectly fine but when you have everything you wanted except that person, life seems miserable. You have to live with the biggest asset you have that is- THE ARTIFICIAL SMILE to make people believe that your happy. Because and that point of time you don’t want people to give you fake sympathy and to tell you that things will get better. But sometimes you don’t want things to get better. Situation is really bad but you still enjoy crying and missing that person. Yes. Enjoy!! Atleast, I enjoy missing.